MY PARALLEL WORLD

The Gazette Lyric

DRIPPING INSANITY

Shizukesa ni shitataru kyōki ni

Akaku nureta kodoku ga warau

Nemuri o wasure ashita mo mienai nigotta-me

Minamo o oyogu risō jijitsu ni obore nijimu

Kanashi-ge ni doko o mite iru no?

Anata ni todokanai

Hitotsuzutsu saita omoide shiroi kabe ni akaku

Nagarete yuku anata no taion　Mabataki o wasure mitsumete ita

Kasuka ni nokoru sōshitsukan　Mayoi nado nakatta

Wasurete shimai-sō　Taeta itami mo namida mo

Kanashi-ge ni naze boku o miru no?

Anata ni te o nobashi　Hitotsuzutsu saita omoide

Ate mo naku nagarete ku

Was I wrong?

Don’t watch me with sorrowful eyes

Teach it…

Where is the truth?

Kokoro o kika sete

Boku wa hitoridatta to

Usodemoīkara

Nani mo miyou to shinakatta yowaki boku e no daishō

Suri yoseru hoho ga tsumetakute　Toiki mo sagasenai

Sabishisa ni nare teta hazunanoni　Naze　Namida afureru?

Hitotsuzutsu kiete ku omoide　Hohoemu boku wa inai

Kono mama　Anata to boku wa kodoku

Kiba no ou

TRANSLATION

Loneliness drenched in red laughs

in silently dripping insanity

Impure eyes that forget to sleep

can’t even see tomorrow

Ideals swimming on the surface

are starting to sink bellow

Where are you looking with such a sad face?

The memories that won’t reach you

and were torn apart one by one

are red on the white walls

Your body temperature is being washed away

You keep staring (at me), forgetting to blink

The faint feeling of loss lingers

You didn’t have any doubts

It seems like you are going to forget

Even the pain and tears you have endured

Why are you looking at me with such a sad face?

I reach out my hand to you

The memories that were torn apart one by one

start to flow without a destination

Was I wrong?

Don’t watch me with sorrowful eyes

Teach it…

Where is the truth?

Let me hear your heart

I was alone and so

it was fine even if it was just lies

Be considerate of the weak me

who didn’t try to see anything

Your frozen face is cold

You are not even searching for a breath

I was supposed to be used to loneliness

so why are these tears falling?

I’m not smiling in the memories

that I’m starting to remember one by one

Just like thisYou and I will stay in solitude

note:

 so basically what we have here is apparently a girl with long history of depression etc. who killed herself in the bathroom. and at this point i suggest you go read bath room lyrics, because they are the same story from the girl’s point of view. this on the other hand is the person who (i’m guessing) found her after she killed herself (red on white walls = blood on bathroom walls). and like. that part with body temperature being washed away. i’m guessing she’s in a bath room. eyes that keep staring at him without blinking. she’s dead. he has the faint feeling of something being gone. she’s dead. and she did it to herself without hesitation.

and the he kinda reaches out to her but she’s already gone and he’s like fuck sorry i knew something was wrong but i’m so weak and so alone so i didn’t say anything but i guess this is how it works. they both will be alone forever. HAPPY END.

credit to: Jpopasia,radio.tumblr.com/post/30421096037/dripping-insanity-english-transl